I really can’t stand this phone call business. I just don’t want to think about it or worry about it. I hate it when I find myself getting all caught up in whether I’m going to hear from him – or worse – whether I should call HIM or not. I hate the “rules” and I hate having to chase him all over the place, so I hang back and try to get involved in all the other things I’m doing (there are so many of them) – but it’s that going to sleep without talking to him that hurts the worst.
He’s great in most other ways, and I feel pretty okay in the relationship – who am I kidding? – I’m still as insecure as I was in high school.
It’s like he’s not playing games, but I’m trying to figure out how to play one – even though there isn’t one. He’s probably not thinking about any of this at all. Anyone out there with the same issues?